"I'm not myself tonight"

Dis song is stuck in my head lately.
I dont know if its because I want to be living that song or if I somewhat am... hard to tell anymore.

So much playing on my mind lately, SOO much.
Between my job, my house, my relationship, my lifes general direction ... this list goes on.

Sometimes I just feel like saying to everyone "The old me is gone, I feel brand new and if you dont like it FUCK YOU" because that truely is where I think I am in my little cross road. I'm pretty tired of being the old me, and want to become the new me who oddly enough is the old me before the new me became who she is????? I dont think anyone followed what I was trying to say there.
Basically, I want this new me to be the old old me again.

Have some really big things going on in my life right now, very complicated things and a few fun things.

Oh well, I guess its a matter of wait n see for right now.

Livin Life

Just trying to live a life of no regrets >_< and doing it in hyper crazy fun mode:)